It’s been almost a month
It has been almost a month since I admitted the truth to myself and to the two people I trust most in this world. It has been almost a month since I last wrote publicly. It has been almost a month and I am beginning to feel whole again. I have experienced certain things the way I should have been experiencing them all along. I have come to accept my past and to begin to move on. I have tried to be that person I want to be. The funny thing is, this time.. It worked. I really am moving on, I really am being myself and loving who I am. I can’t take all the credit. I can’t take most of the credit. Those two people who helped me so much (sometimes without even realizing it), they’re the ones who deserve the credit. They of course would tell me that this was a huge personal thing I had to get over on my own, and yeah, they might be right. I just couldn’t have done it as bravely or as efficiently without them. I’m looking forward in my life now and I’m loving me. I haven’t written in a while because this blog or journal or whatever you want to call it, is titled “My little escape from reality.” I haven’t needed to escape. Reality is where I’ve needed to live, and I’m so glad I did. Maybe it’s time for me to start thinking about a new title for this. For me. For the place I keep my thoughts.
